So haven't posted in a while it seems. I guess lately I've been busy with a lot of things. I've been working quite a bit lately which is pretty nice, quite tiring but the pay check is worth it i suppose. My year at work is almost up so i will get a raise in a week or two as well as another raise for a new job title :D. It hardly feel's like I've been there that long.
Unfortunately i lost my grandfather at the end of July. It's seems so unreal. I feel like I'm going to call his house and he will answer, but now it's only my grandmother that answers. I've been trying to spent time each week with my grandmother just to get her out and do something. We have been going to lunch at least once a week since his death. I can still hear his voice every time I think about him. I"m just glad I got to see him a few days before he died.
This past week has been a pretty big bummer however. My girlfriend of just about 4 years broke up with me out of the blue. I still haven't even been told a reason for it sadly so I'm not too sure why all of this came about. I can't help but think of what she's doing and if she's okay. I haven't talked to her in over a week, it's like a part of me is gone almost. nothing feels completely right, everything just feels off. I'm getting better about it however, I've come to terms with the situation and am just trying to forget about it for the moment and just worry about work and other things. A few days after that incident my uncle had also passed away. It's seems that lately nothing is going right for a lot of people, everyone seems to be loosing someone.